My boyfriend told me yesterday that he went to speak to a guy about joing the military. He then made my boyfriend (LEVI) take a pre test for the asvabs or something, and he scored an 87 which apparently pretty high. I’m nervous because me and my boyfriend are so close like hes my bestfriend and soulmate. I’ve been with him for a year now and I don’t go a day without seeing him. My life has changed so much since he came into it. The recruiter told him that he needs to sign the papers by tomorrow, and he will then be officially enlisted in the army. He will get sent away for three months come back for for a few weeks and probably get sent away for atleast a year. I’m so upset because apart of me doesn’t want him to go because I know once he leaves I will fall back into my old ways. I’m so nervous that I won’t be able to make it through the time he is gone. I want to say he can’t go, its been an arguement for sometime now. But apart of me says its not far that I can chase my dreams and he can’t. To me my boyfriend is passive, romantic, loving, hes a scorpio to say the least, and so am I. Which if you don’t know a scorpio relationship is really intense and we share a bond that I haven’t had with anyone else. I want him to do what he wants but I can’t help being selfish and telling him I wish he would just stay. Am I wrong to do this? I have become more okay with the idea of him leaving me, I’m scared that he might change and I might change. What if when we are reunited we feel like strangers. I hate the thought. I guess I will have to say yes and put my faith into god and hope this is just a plan he has for me. I guess its like the saying nothing thats easy is worth it. Maybe it’s all just a test. Maybe I need to be the girl I once was strong and independent. Someone that does what she wants and answers to no one. This all seems so unrealistic, because it’s happening so fast. I have only a day to decide to give Levithian my opinion on if he should sign the papers. Feeling stressed, anxious, and utterly confused. Maybe this is a sign. Maybe I need to listen and open my eyes more and take this oppurtunity for whatever it might be. Help me, seeking advice from the wise.